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2022-05-27 02:24 pm
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SEVENTEEN: FACE THE SUN - FIRST IMPRESSIONS

I decided to do this here instead of on Twitter because I think I've spammed enough.

Disclaimer: I am not a professional musician or anything of the sort, this is just me trying to put in writing the chaos that goes on in my head lol.

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2021-06-12 12:56 pm
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21 days of writing: day 03

Prompt: “Don’t fuck this up”
 
 
The press of steel against his wrists is cold, brought even colder by the temperature of the place they've thrown in him. He can't make it out through the scratchy cloth covering his eyes but he can hear the dripping of water, can feel the jagged edges of stone against his legs where he'd made contact with the floor. 
 
There is damp in the air too, and the odd mixture of human sweat, mould, and what he hopes is just rotting food and not anything else. A stark contrast to the warmth of his own room and the silken touch of his robe. 
 
He twists his wrists, feels the way the cuffs bite into his skin and grits his teeth against it. He's lucky the guard who'd come to take him away hadn't done more than a brief pat down or they would have found the thin sliver of metal sown into the hem of his sleeve, easy enough to get as long as he was willing to spare a few layers of skin and some bruising. 
 
He knows when metal breaches skin, can feel the sharp bite of it, the warm trickle of blood down his hand when he tries to get at his sleeve. But it is worth it when the pick falls through the strands of fabric and into the palm of his hand. 
 
From there it takes a little bit more wriggling for him to pick himself free and the relief that floods into his system when the metal clicks has him sagging against the stone wall. He catches the cuffs in one hand so that they don't clang noisily against the floor and lifts the cloth over this eyes with the other, a risky move but he needs to take stock of his surroundings.
 
As far as he can tell, there is no one else around him, no sound of footfalls or creak of armour but he keeps his movements as slow as possible just in case. 
 
With the blindfold out of the way he can tell that he is in some kind of basement room. He hesitates to use the word dungeon but that is the closest thing to it, from what he can tell by the sliver of light leaking beneath the door anyway. Perfect. He doesn't get a clear view of the outside but that also means no one can see him. 
 
He places the cuffs down on the ground behind him and gets to work stretching himself out. He knows a guard will be sent down eventually and when he comes he'll only get one chance to get his hands on his weapon.
 
He twirls the pick between his fingers, its sharpened edge winking in the low light, says to himself extra quiet even though no one can hear him.
 
"Don't fuck this up."
 
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2021-06-11 03:23 pm
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21 days of writing: day 02

Prompt: “I brought you your coffee.”

The lab is cold when he enters, harsh fluorescent lighting turned off so that the only source of illumination comes from the table at the far end and the various tanks lined up along the edges of the room, strange specimens floating in them. He’s never understood the doctor’s fascination with the creatures.

The doctor in question is hunched over the table — bench — on the other side of the lab, a tiny lamp lighting up the smattering of papers that seem to cover every inch of its surface. Even from this distance he can make out the faint scratchings of chart lines and graph bars, numbers and figures that could only ever make sense to the doctor and the team of scientists that work with him.

He walks towards the desk, the drink in his hand still warm behind the vacuum seal most takeaway cups come with nowadays — a portable thermos of a sort.

Stopping just before the edge of the bench, he places the cup on it. “You’re going to ruin your eyes if you keep working in this light.” The doctor looks up, shadows line the fine curves of his face, hug the space beneath his eyes. His hair sticks up one side like he’d only run his hands through it that part specifically, it would be a lot more endearing if he didn’t look about as dead as the specimens he studies.

The doctor pulls his glasses off his face and waves them around, a tired smile making its way onto his face. “It’s too late for that. What are you doing here this late?”

“I could ask you the same thing. But I won’t,” he says, just as the doctor opens his mouth to retort. “I know the review for the bio labs is just about due.” He nudges the cup towards the doctor. “I brought you your coffee. I know you’re going to need it.”

The doctors eyes widen as he looks between him and the little thermos mug, a faint stream of steam issuing from the mouthpiece. “You. You’re asking me to drink caffeine?” He narrows his eyes. “Who are you and what have you done with the health-conscious nag I know?”

He grins and reaches across the space between them to pinch the doctor’s cheek lightly, which earns him a disgruntled noise from the doctor that he knows is all for show. “He’s letting it go this one time. Just,” he holds up a finger. “Promise me you’ll actually get some sleep tonight?”

“Normally I wouldn’t make promises I can’t keep but since you’re being nice to me, I figured I could make an exception too.”

“Good.”




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2021-06-10 03:20 pm
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21 days of writing: day 01

I've been wanting to start working on my ongoing fics but I feel like I'm gotten a bit rusty when it comes to writing? No idea but it is where my mind it at right now so I figured I'd do a little challenge to get myself back into the groove, so to speak.

From now, until the end of June, I will be doing a tiny little drabble every day just to stretch my writing muscles again. Hopefully, this helps me with all the writing-related overthinking that's been plaguing me.

Anyway, here's Day 01.

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2021-06-09 05:11 pm
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fic thoughts: burn baby burn

Once again, I am doing a commentary on a fic other than blood and bone - the one fic that literally already has commentary pre-written but, well, the heart wants what it wants I guess.

The only reason I'm doing this now is because I reread this and, surprisingly, did not hate it as much as I thought I would. In fact, I think I like it enough to write a sequel (of sorts) but I digress.

Anyway, burn baby burn, my first and only tbz fic. It was inspired by a drabble I did for one of those picture prompt threads going around and, originally, in my mind I had envisioned Ten or Renjun as the main character and it was most definitely not set in this weird, dystopian, x-men-esque universe the fic is currently set in. But, I was talking to Hayley, as I usually am when it comes to TBZ brain worms, and the idea of phoenix dancer!chanhee set in and I knew I had to write it. (Note: I mean phoenix dancer in the x-men phoenix sense of the word, not so much the mythological creature sense. Although, Chanhee's powers are based off the creature more than Jean Grey lol). That's basically how this fic was born.

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2021-05-29 10:33 pm

resfeber

resfeber- the thrill felt before an adventure

He seals the last box, fingers sticky with the residue after taping up somewhere close to ten boxes. The tape tears with a crackle that echoes loud in the overwhelming silence of the apartment — hisapartment. This is it. The final step before he sets out on the greatest journey of his life.

He takes one last look around the room, the tiny shoebox space that he’d lived in for a good three years after college. Cracks in the paint line the walls, there are cobwebs in the corners because he’s never been tall enough to reach them. And he could never be bothered with a stepladder.

There is a patch on the carpet that is a slight shade darker than the rest, a physical reminder of the people the house has seen. He wonders if the next tenant will see it and wonder who exactly he was, this person who also once called it a home. 

His chest tightens at the thought, at the realisation that this place is no longer his home, hasn’t been for a while. His home is on the other side of the continent, thousands of miles away, forced to be there a day earlier than him because they had been too excited to double check the dates the movers were going to come. A silly mistake but one he isn’t too upset about because it’s given him this last goodbye.

He toys with the ring around his finger, the metal cool against his skin, tries not to think about the way his heart feels like it’s about to force its way out of his mouth. It’s stupid getting sentimental over something he’d been ready to leave behind for months now, and yet, it still feels like he’s letting go some part of himself. The part that’s been moulded and shaped by this city and all the years he’s spent on its streets.

He takes a deep breath and sets the roll of tape down on the box, turns off the lights and walks around the room one last time. His body traces the path between where the furniture used to sit, memory carved into his body. Moonlight filters in from outside and dances across his skin when he steps into it, can feel it thrum in his veins.

 

Snow falls on the other side of the glass and it brings a smile to his lips. Slowly, he lifts a palm, presses his skin to the cold surfaces, and says goodbye. 
 
 
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2021-03-16 06:32 am
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[q&a] another twitter questions for writers thread because i’m bored

Based on this thread

Do you keep a notebook or file/notes page in your phone/device for notes on your writing?


— Yes. I have a separate notebook in my notes app specifically for writing/brain dumping + a page on my notion for wip ideas I actually want to write :)

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2021-02-23 02:41 pm

eclipse.





It is a strange feeling being among them again, strange to feel the sun on his skin and the wind against his face. Strange to feel the heat of them when he brushes past them in the corridors, on narrow steps, no one paying him any mind. He glances down at his hands, sees pale flesh instead of moonbeams, feels something substantial.

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2021-02-07 04:01 pm

the heart of a city




Seoul’s city center lies in ruins. The way had been brutal, the clash of Seoul’s bureau with the Ghouls had been more devastating than anything they could have imagined. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way, it was supposed to be a simple snatch and grab, one ghoul, in and out.



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2021-01-22 09:19 am
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fic thoughts: dream a little dream (of me)

I fully intended for my first fic commentary to be on blood and bone because I haven't been able to get it out of my mind recently BUT... for some reason, I reread dream a little dream last night so here we are :')

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2021-01-18 02:44 pm
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writing year in review - 2020

I'm finally doing this.. a whole two weeks into January but, you know what? Better late than never.

(stolen from [personal profile] luvisms post, sorry hui but thank you!)


Total number of completed works:
20
Total Word Count: 223,269 T__T
Fandoms Written in: nct, seventeen, the boyz


Buckle In! )
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2021-01-15 12:02 pm

standstill.



He wanders the street, aimless, more lost in his head than he is on these familiar car-lined streets. There’s been no change since it happened, the sky is still cold and grey, overcast with clouds that look far too heavy to be that high in the sky.


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2021-01-14 12:06 pm

breathe in (breathe out)



This isn't what he thought would happen when he left his home with nothing but whatever he could fit into the tiny suitcase he used to take on his day trips to the countryside. 
 


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2021-01-05 04:07 pm

wash me away

 

There is nothing like water, he thinks as his fingers dip in and out of its rippling surface.

The sun glints off the water... )
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2020-12-16 08:45 am
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[q&a] twitter thread shenanigans

Once again, I am back at it with these because answering these questions is easier than trying to dissect one of my fics :')

Taken from this thread!

1. Who is your favourite person to write and why? Do you characterise them the same way or differently across your works?

I think, at this point, it will have to be Renjun. Probably because my scorpio moon saw his scorpio moon and decided it would understand him the best. In all honesty though, I think I just like his character a lot, like there is a lot you can do with him. In terms of characterisation, I think I like to emphasise different parts of the same whole depending on the fic, because in the end who he is will depend on what the story needs him to be. 

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2020-12-03 11:04 am
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[q&a] end of the year fanfic asks ♡

 

1. Favourite fic I wrote this year?

If I'm being honest, it was probably darling, will you walk me home - I think it's the only fic of my own that I've reread a couple of times and still kind of enjoyed. Probably because it is everything I ever want in a fic - angst, ambiguous relationships, open endings. All the good stuff!

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2020-11-10 03:40 pm

The Man of the House




The music starts, like clockwork. 


Every day it is the same thing, the clock strikes five in the evening and the sound of strings will fill the air. And every day it is the same song, the same melancholic tune that inspires nothing but a strange, sad longing in him whenever he hears it. 


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2020-11-04 10:16 am
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green.

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He was falling.
 
That’s all he remembers. Falling. He had taken a sip of that strange green tea the fortune teller had asked him to drink and the next thing he knew he was falling. Down and down. First through darkness, and then through fog and now, now here he is falling through air from a sky that is a bit too green for his liking. 
 
He isn’t scared though, for some strange reason. He should be, he’s falling so fast he should have hit the ground yesterday but… he’s still falling. The birds that were below him are now above him so at least he’s moving. Or he thinks he is. He looks out, tries to ignore the swooping of his belly when he realises just how high up he is, and sees green. Everything is green. The sky is a pale, kind of off-white green, the ground below him is nothing but green trees — of varying shades of green —  as far as his eyes can see and he finds that he can see very far from this height.
 
Then he is on the ground.
 
He doesn’t remember landing, doesn’t even remember coming anywhere close to the ground but here he is, half covered in undergrowth that is taller than him. He brushes himself off and takes stock of his surroundings, which doesn’t help much seeing as he’s landed in the middle of a clearing — an oasis of sorts in this sea of trees.
 
 
The leaves of the trees rustle overhead but there is no wind and he can’t shake off the feeling that somehow they are talking, the rustling sounding like whispers if he tries not to listen hard enough. He feels it then, tiny little pin pricks against the back of his neck, the feeling of eyes tracking his every movement. The hair on his arms rises in response and he swivels around, expecting to catch… something. He doesn’t know what but the feeling of being watched remains. 
 
Slowly, carefully, as if he’s afraid of awakening a sleeping monster he takes a step and finds himself shooting backwards and slamming into an old wooden chair. It creaks upon impact and he nearly falls out of it. The forest is gone. Instead, he finds himself in a small wooden cottage, an almost identical replica of the fortune teller’s shop except everything is tinged in green — green bottles, deep green vines, the water dripping from the sink is green, even the wood seems to be some kind of ghastly green brown.
 
“Hello.” 
 
The voice startles him and he looks up to find himself face to face with the fortune teller or… not really the fortune teller. He looks like him, but also not entirely. It is the still the same deep, warm eyes, the same smile, the same disgustingly broad shoulders but his eyes are a deep emerald where they had once been brown and his skin is a pale green to match the rest of whatever world he’s just fallen into.
 
“Where am I?” He asks, soft, quiet, and yet, surprisingly unafraid.
 
The man smiles, sweet and gentle, like the kiss of a warm summer’s sun across his face and something settles in him, clicks into place like twin cogs finally meshing together after a century out of place. 
 
“Home.”
 
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2020-09-23 11:14 am
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[q&a] nctficfic questions #1

 decided to take a leaf out of hui's dreamwidth and answer nctficfic's thread of questions here ♥︎


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2020-09-09 01:51 pm

[backstory] chorus mortem — doyoung

i thought it was fitting for my first post to be about chorus mortem i.e. the fic that was (what i consider anyway) my debut into nct ficdom. it is also the fic i think about a lot (living in my mind rent free and all that) and one day i will definitely do a dedicated commentary on it because so many things need to be said about it. 

but for now, have this drabble i did during a speedwrite that ended up being doyoung’s origin story (of sorts).

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